I have been working and struggleing al my life, I was Diagnosed very early on with ADHD and allot of the coexsiting conditions and they just kept finding more problems every visit every year it seams A calcified gland dying in my braine giveing me mygraines severe pain and back troubles then in my twenties fibromyalgia I was always thought to have a mental componant but they christian rules on dating ever figure it out untill my 30s and thats when its been downhill for me all my self controll over myself and focus from martial arts has stopped working, I have always had times where I would go 24 to 48 with out sleep or sometimes just go crazy working on stuff and couldnt stop or slow down thats gotten allot worse now and last month I had one with hallucinations and it also took away my legs I could not walk during the episode it was the most scary and dramatic one ever then I was haveing one every couple of days lasting for a day or two or more.
Its been a nightmare since I turned my mid 30s and was diagnosed bipolar 2 with skitzoid disorder basically meaning I have no emotions I feel nothing but very angry and blow ups they say I have shut it all off beats me I am just tired of it all.
And yes sometimes I wish I could get that lucky but someone has a very sick sense of humer and keeps me going but then I think of those who are much worse off than me and I just push through the next day and the next set of experiments hopeing they will find what works and makes me feel and act normal.
Hyper Sensitivity Is the over noticeing of ones input from the inviroment around them IE food people smells etc I have hyper sensitivity And it gets worse as I get older the smells of people smoke and places will drive you nuts and make you want to hurt someone thank God my state has banned smokeing in all public places also people talking at the wrong times and the way food tastes and feels I cannot stand cheep nasty food I also love sweets but this also makes my disorders worse and so on.
And to all those who posted what can they do etc to change or whatever to make the disorder less and so on. Diet what you eat and drink will greatly affect how you feel daily drink purified mainly distilled water the bad chemicals will put your moods off also balance your diet out not all meat do fish chicken all your food groups possible even visit a nutrishinist they can give you a very good plan to follow for each disorder and bealeve me eating right will throw or help your moods its a chemical imbalance in the brain just like adhd and lay off caffine pop especially sugar pops coffie etc.
I am a man who has not had to endure on a personal level the great pain and anquish of the sad people who pour out their heartbreaking stories on this site.